Fuck Spider

Everytime scold "fuck spider", now i've really got a probable spider bite between my toes causing swelling and pus. And a whole damn lot of pain. So much that I can barely walk. So I couldn't take it anymore last night and I went down to Changi Hospital A&E to find out the cause of the pain. Sian, must be bad karma.

So I went to see the doctor, and I swear I felt like slapping him when he squeezed the swelling. And then he arranged for a specialist appointment. On Monday, where school's supposed to began. But don't think I'll be missing much either. In fact, I have no idea where and when to report to. Very good administration T_T

Anyway. gonna miss today's game I guess, so good luck guys. Time to halt the streak. Don't miss your pacy right winger too much ya. =P

As for me, I'm gonna be at home watching this :


















Sun Wukong!


And the packaging is damn nice. And nothing turns me on like good packaging =)

And yes, I'm up so early because it's like impossible to sleep properly once the effects of the painkillers wear off.

Tamade, fuck spider la T_T

Sad

I cut my hair and it turned out really bad. How to start school like that? I am devastated T_T

The Prophecy Answered

Which Pretty Hate Machine has the ability to own our chieftain?














Chieftain T_T

The question has been answered. A brave new challenger from the jungles of Brazil has emerged as the No.1 contender to be crowned the new Pretty Hate Machine. So now we have..

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Home 5.10 Draw 4.25 Away 1.55


So will it be








Owned?


Or..








Own?


Stay tuned...
(I'm damn bored T_T )
(Please don't kill me Az)

*******

Just had a weird dream.

I'm with the DJ at his console( don't know how and why) and :

DJ : Put your hands in the air!
(Crowd raises hands)
DJ(turning to me) : Good dogs eh?

Does the DJ really think like that? If I were, I think I would =)

A Song For The Occasion

Evanescence - Tourniquet

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost?

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost?

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide

That's what I so love about music. There's always a song that reflects with your thoughts. This song came out of nowhere and did just that.

I feel horrible. At least tomorrow's less than two hours away. And they always say tomorrow's gonna be a better day. I certainly hope so. =)

Blossom!

Chanced upon this picture while I was on the net.

I always remember more than I want to remember when I see Blossom(left). And I think of what could have been. Don't think that's very healthy. Look forward now, I must~! NUS~! Wo lai le~~

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"Smith's aggression makes him an ideal replacement for Keane, and Ferguson is convinced the England international can be successfully converted to a midfielder in the Irishman's mould."

More evidence that Fergie's losing it. Sighhh... I hope I'm wrong T_T

Can't Sleep, So Here's Some Nonsense

Fucking cab fare home was fifteen dollars! What the hell, that's like how much I spent for the whole night's singing and drinks. I gotta learn how to drive... T_T

Anyway, K Box was actually quite fun leh. Should go more often wor. Summore Aozhi Tauren is now a member liaoz somemore. How about it huh =)

Inching nearer and nearer to August, the start of school! Want to quickly start a new life(and hopefully saggf) but at the same time I'm so enjoying bumming around during this period.

Think I shall go book my basic theory tomorrow. If I actually wake up like before 3. Which seems unlikely looking at the current time. So many things I wanna do but I'm just so fucking lazy.

Lau cheeby.

Why is it that I always write nonsense when I reach home at wee hours?

Lastly, to a friend of mine, who's this "bitch"? Update me ya.. Heh.. Can't help it, I'm kaypo by nature. Bo pian la.. =P

One Night At Chinablack

I'm not the clubbing type. I'm the mild mannered type. But since my friend offered me a lift to and fro, plus the fact that i was bored at home, I decided to join the two of them and head down to Chinablack for my first clubbing experience in over a year.

The driving friend, lets call him Driver, was erm, driving. So along the way he assured me he has the self control and he wasn't drinking.(His eventual self control lasted all of 2mins)

The other, lets call him Diver, had a NDP rehersal the next morning, and thus, decided that he too was not drinking as well.

Because these two can't drink(much), all we had were four mini jugs of beer before we called it a day. I could have continued, but drinking alone is like playing your watergun, you get the same end effect but the process is nowhere as enjoyable nor meaningful. So all I had was another bucket of 5 mini bottles of beer before being dragged by Driver to find his friends.

So we met these pair of twins I know from sometime back, T1 and T2. Its not the first time I've been out clubbing with them but it was definitely the most sober. It was really amusing to see people try to pick up the twins and then after awhile start to talk to the wrong twin.

Because I wasn't high enough to embarrass myself on the dancefloor, I basically stood against the wall and observed the people around. I think this must be one of the few times that I've been on the dancefloor sober. So I watched. Guys can get away with murder lor(although a Lester I know didn't a long way back, but maybe because he wasn't skillful enough). Can get sore eyes one. But also quite song. Heee...

Then Diver was busy acting retarded mimic-ing the dance steps of anybody looking retarded. One day sure tio kio one.

And then T1 saw me standing against the wall and started calling me to dance with her. Oh my god, I just knew I was gorgeous =). The lower head told me to carry on, but my fucking upper head reminded me that T1 was an ex of my "brother" and I used to call her "da sao". So...

"Bu yao la, wo bu shu fu, yao rest yi xia." Sigh... So deprived liao still want to have so many yuan zhe fuck spider la! =(

I Am Sick

Wah lan ay, hit by a bout of fever out of nowhere. Hope I can recover before Sunday's game. =(

Ky Exposed =(

At Keppel Club on Sunday. Notice that everyone was looking at the birthday boy blowing the candles except one...













Where are you looking at Ky? T_T

What's Happening?

Went to see the doctor on Tuesday about the numbness in my leg. He says the growth is nothing to worry about, but he told me to watch out for a "pin and needles" feeling and differences of sensation between the legs(I meant difference between the left and right legs, not literally "between the legs"). At that point it felt okay. Then today, the "pin and needles" sensation came. I really do not know what the fuck is happening to me. I hope it's nothing much, but can't help but feel worried. Anybody who knows anything about this? Please enlighten me. =( But since this nonsense started, I've started to look at life differently. I never used to not think much about dying. Now that this issue has gotten me thinking, there is so much that I still wanna do. So many things I wanna resolve. So many regrets I wanna put right. This one person who I still care so much for but has never had the courage to act. Not that I'm worried that this condition might be life threatening, but was just having a cig by the window and just started thinking. It's always night when I think of such nonsense. No idea why. Heh. Maybe I'm just getting retarded. The train of thought just went on and on, and I guess its been awhile since I've thought so much. Conclusion? I'm too young for something of catastrophic consequences to happen to dear old me. Sighhh... Fucking retarded. Now I sound like a wimp. Like a pussy. But these were just thoughts that went through my head a few moments ago, and I was just thinking why not blog it down. It's not everyday that one thinks of issues like this. Maybe when I'm older and i look back at his piece of nonsense it might all make sense to me. Of course, at a risk of looking like a pansie when this whole thing blows over and it turns out to be nothing after all. Was looking at two of my friend's blogs. Well, if ur reading this, here's my 2 cents worth. Nobody's perfect. The idea is to find someone who accepts your faults. I don't know what happened, but as you said, you've tried. Didn't work out. Too bad, but life goes on. You might meet better.. At least by trying ur a million times better than me already. Chin up ya? You strike me as a strong person, you'll get over it just fine. As for the other, I also don't know what happened, but I'll be hanging around if you need me ya? So anything just gimme a call. But not too early hor, I need my beauty sleep =P Ok, now people are gonna think that I don't know my friends at all. Or worse, gonna think that "Ay you dunno anything still wanna put your two cents worth and kaypo. Go fuck spider la". So, if I said something wrong due to factual misunderstanding, hope you guys don't mind ya. Just got the Uncle Agony mood now. Okie! Guess that's about all I've gotta say tonight. Anyway, those who know me, I've just learnt how to use MSN! Abit late I know, but please find me on chiaguofeng@hotmail.com ok? Cheers!

Bored

Maria Sharapova is hot. I was just watching tennis. I don't know anything about the rules, but is it like compulsory for women players to wear skirts? Makes me very happy wor! Pian yi le wo! Hee... =)

Was a record breaking night at Europa on Tuesday. Almost everyone was there, so I won't talk much about it,
but I'll just post some of the pics! (Yes we had lotsa fun, sports camp people!) =P















Les, Me, Ky
















Me, Les, John
















Jy, Les, Jiarming, Az



Anyway, I was watching TV when I saw the MTV for FIR's "Ba Ai Fang Kai". How come the girl who leaves the guy when the guy obviously wants her to stay is crying? Retarded wor. Sad then don't go lor. But things are not always that simple. Sometimes you just have to let go even if it hurts. Life's a bitch. Very much so to me anyways.. =(

I think I'm starting my nonsense again, better get to sleep. =)